23 / cis woman (probably) / white (definitely) / she/her/hers /
mostly i just 'like' things but i also blog about my ridiculous feelings often in a #little bpd things way
i live in at the eastern most end of lake ontario and i'm from the southwestern most end of lake ontario and trying to find out what end i wanna be at in september
i dropped out of university and stayed in my city bumming around doing mostly nothing but tumblr and weed and shows and talking shit and going to bars after shows and trying to show up to activisty events but usually being late and hanging out with people after them. i worked a bit but it didn't really work out and i'm on disability and have been for a while. my main problems are supposedly bpd and adhd. i used to be medicated for adhd but that didn't work out so well and now i mostly try to fix myself with dbt classes sometimes but i'm ambivalent about it (lol obvi.) uhhhh i play weird abrasive cello, i feel weird about that too, but it has been lucrative busking sometimes and a good way to get people to notice/like me in the local music scene (i mean other than the fact that i spent the last couple years going to shows twice a week.)
i really want to get a life.
also i'm like queer or bi or lesbian or whatever and i'm not really sure which word to use and i don't really care except i guess i do care because i keep obsessively reading about all this shit all night so